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People are always shine brighter than me. Sometimes I ask myself when is my time to shine? If I tried to shine, somebody would shine brighter. Whatever I did, it's always never enough. Never. Always drained my energy, my times. But never enough. I always want to master something that inspire people. And it took me everything. Some people just gotta be there and people just love them like that.




Sometimes I think I need to try harder bcs i'm not the figure that people want to followed. I don't have my own masses. I mean, who will be inspired by me? Who's my audience? Yeah, that kinda questions. Well, maybe i'm not the best roll model. I don't influence people. I can't inspire rookies. I don't think positively but I like to empower people. I'm the worst to be an inspiring person. Maybe that's why..



My sister said I should be nicer to people. And I did. But somehow people didn't care. They just don't care if I'm nicer or not.

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  1. Aww...:( I tried my best to be nicer to everyone (especially girls in my class since.....they ignored me because...idk...maybe because i just hang out with boys..??) but they even doesn't give a shit about me even after i tried my best to throw away my grudge against them but i ended up wanting them to die by burned to death (iya aku emg lebay banget)

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    1. Thank you for the comment!
      I guess we just need to be ourself. People need to love and accept us for what we are. Maybe we just try too hard. We shouldn't try at all. If they don't wanna be our friend, it's their loss;)

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  2. what the heck are you talking about?
    How many time I should tell that I'm inspired by you
    Even my friends know that I'm your fricking follower:3

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  5. LOVELY AND SO BOLD AT THE SAME TIME, YOU DID A GREAT MIX & MATCH
    DON'T BE SUCH PESSIMIST DEAR, YOU ARE BLESSED :)

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  6. You know, I guess it's okay not to be the first in line on something, to be the master of everything. Because just like the proverb, "a flower doesn't compete with another flower, it just blooms". So I can safely say that maybe all you need to do is to let down the competition with other person and stop comparing yourself with everyone. Because it's not worth your time :-) You are you, whatever you do. And I suppose the thought alone is enough to make you feel better about yourself.

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    1. Omg you're such a wise person. Thank you for your advice. I always compare myself to others. That makes me superficial, I know. And I think I need to start to love myself more. Thank you!!<3

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