It's Just Me
5:42 PM
Hello again. No outfit posts, no pictures, just me. I'm letting this feeling out. Once again, I feel like I'm nobody. I am nobody from the beginning. I'm not popular, I'm not cool, I have trouble in speaking with people, I'm awkward with people. You don't wanna be me. I'm a scaredy cats. I'm loyal, too loyal. Too much thinking of others than to myself. Sacrifice more than you know. But that's me. I am nobody.
I miss those times when I didn't care about what clothes should I wear. I didn't care about my hair treatment because it was super short. I didn't care about what lipstick should I wear because lipbalm was my best friend. I miss those times whenever me and my besties were together, we talked about our crush instead of how nice we dress. We laughed, we cried, we hugged sincerely. But everything has changed.
I'm not a people pleaser. I can't start a conversation and that's the reason why everyone doesn't want to talk to me. They think I'm boring. Yes, I'm boring compared to my other friend who has a lot of friends and fans. I'm no flatterer. I don't flatter to get people's attention, to have friends. I talk whatever I want. I'm not a hypocrite. But people seems to love fake ones than those who's not.
You don't want to read this post because it's boring. No outfit pictures. Because all you care is my outfit, what I wear, how's my body looks like. But never my feelings.
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You're not nobody, you're something, especially for your best friends and family, and for me even we don't know each other well. You can inspire people with the way you dressed up and with your blog post, you're something for people who read your blog and see you. Cheer up dear :)
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Thank you :)
Thank you dear:') I didn't know if I inspire people with the way I dress. I feel like i'm the most ungrateful person and I know it's wrong. Thanks baby!
Deletegirl,you are something. remember that.
ReplyDeleteit's okay if you are not popular,don't think about what people thought about you. cheers
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Dear you're so kind! Thank you for reading my post :) and thanks for the advice<3
DeleteOMGGG~ I CAN SO RELATE TO YOU HEREEE :')
ReplyDeleteI'm also the most awkward person evaaa~ but hey you're not nobody, you're somebody and by you writing this post you already inspired tons of people out there (one of them is ME) to always stay true to themselves and be honest with their own feelings and just say what they want to say. Whatever you've been through always smile and believe *virtual hugggg* {I still want to blabber a lot but...} :')
cheer, michelle ~ http://livedreammagic.blogspot.com/
And I read your newest post and it feels like me too!! Please you can blabber whatever you want haha I don't mind :D thanks for the comment michelle!! *virtual hugss*
DeleteI like these kinds of posts, where it's just you expressing yourself and showing us who you are :) It was a nice read ^_^
ReplyDeleteThanks for commenting on my blog! I'm following you now ^_^ Look forward to staying in touch xx
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Really?? Thanks you dear :) I thought this kinda post is boring and people won't read it, but hey!
DeleteI followed you too baby, let's keep in touch!
You're not alone, really. I'm also like that :")
ReplyDeleteDon't stop doing something you love just because of other's (negative) thoughts. It's my personal experience, hahaha. Hang in there and just be your true self!
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