2015 is coming to an end. And here I am again, standing, with the exact situation when I started 2015. Kidding not kidding, actually. Well, this year was kinda tough for me. I started strong and fine this year, until in the middle of the month, I broke down and get very depressed. So far, 2015 was the best year for my wealth. Thanks for blogging, of course. But my relationships were kinda bad and broken. Too bad, right?

I just felt a little grunge (again) this time. I hope you all don't get bored. This is the only outfit when I can be myself. The only thing missing is.. More tattoos! Sadly, I can't get more because something (or someone) just get in the way. I once read a tattoo place with tagline: "The pain is nothing. The pride is something." And they're right! I know it's just a little crescent and barely seen, but I think my confidence has raised at least 2 or 3 level for I was then! I feel more confidence with just a little crescent. Imagine how confidence I'll be with more tattoos. The pain is really nothing.

For a million times, I don't make resolutions or goals. I'm not that ambitious. I usually go with the flow. Yes, I'm a dead fish in the river. But dead fish used to be alive, right? So did I. I hate making resolutions because I'm a negative thinker. I know I won't do such things so why bother making resolutions. Call me lazy or whatever. I am.

If I could wish one thing for 2016, I wish I have a good relationship with everyone. I don't want more enemies nor haters. I want more friends. I want to meet new people. I don't want any fights at the house either. I don't want to argue with my family anymore. I want a good relationship with my best friends and my boyfriend. No more fake friends, no drama, no haters. Is it too much to ask?

Oh, and one thing. I wish to have the motivation to start doing anything good in my life. Maybe even start making resolutions and make them happen. For my sake and my sake only. Not for others.

Happy New Year!