She's Now A Stranger

12:16 AM

Why is it life so hard yet death so easy? Why is it so hard to breath yet so easy to cut?
I have been breathing instead of living. I have been drowning instead of swimming. I have been walking in place instead of running. I have been wanting to die. I have been wanting to stop the pain. To stop breathing. To stop living.




I can't wait to get outta college. Not because the subjects are not making sense anymore, but so are the friends. Every year I passed a term, I lost at least a friend. And now only ONE person who's still my friend in college. The only person who didn't leave me and I hope never will. I just lost another best friend that I consider as sister. Maybe it's my fault or maybe she was too hard to herself and me. Anyway, she decided to stay away from me so I give her some time to forgive me.




Black Leather Jacket - Forever 21 // Crop Sweater - Bershka // Fringe Bag - H&M

And there is this girl, suddenly hates me. LOL! Maybe she's just jealous or something. She wrote bad status for me that she wished I died. LOL. What a friend. I wish you the best, girl!

Almost forgot! Merry Christmas folks!

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8 thoughts

  1. UnknownDecember 27, 2015 at 12:51 AM

    Nice outfit, very stylish!

    Have a nice day!
    xx Veronica
    Mango Juice

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  2. Rizuna SwonDecember 27, 2015 at 8:58 AM

    That's painful to hear, honey! I treasure my friends more than my family.
    Hop you guys be best friends again soon <3

    Take care,
    Rizuna from 100% Nerd

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    1. Michella Georgia PolanaDecember 27, 2015 at 11:20 AM

      It is indeed very painful. I literally cried when she told me she wanted to stay away from me:" thank you for the comment<3

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  3. ChristyDecember 27, 2015 at 9:54 AM

    Great outfit, I love your jacket<3
    And about your friends problem, I experienced it too. It hurts and annoying at the same time, but I think I should get over it because people do change. :(

    Merry Christmas,
    a-cupofrain.blogspot.co.id

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    1. Michella Georgia PolanaDecember 27, 2015 at 11:21 AM

      Yes people do change and we just need to move on. But it's not easy. Thanks for the nice comment<3

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  4. rafaDecember 27, 2015 at 10:36 AM

    sometimes having trouble with friends can make our life seems...idk...more depressing than usual? but as time goes, if they are truly a nice person, they won't make you feel like a garbage, but if they are a dimshit, well...you know what happens
    you know when i see your post in my blogger dashboard, i immediately looked at the word 'cut' oh goooosh
    merry xmas to u!^^ hope everything will be fine<3 x

    Adventure of P-Chaaan!!

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    1. Michella Georgia PolanaDecember 27, 2015 at 11:25 AM

      Totally right! I get more depressed when she told me she wanted to stay away from me since I can't be trusted anymore, she said. Hopefully she'll come back to be my bestie again.
      Oh gosh that 'cut' word means nothing. I won't do such things :)
      Thanks dearest!<33

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