I’ve never been a straight A’s student. Never an athlete nor a musician. I did practice karate but I stopped when I was blue belt. I did take piano course but it only lasted for 6 months or less. I do love singing but I don’t have a great voice and participate in competitions. I’ve always been the average girl for my entire life. I’ve never been in the spotlight. I often confused when people asked me what is my goal. What’s my dream. What I want to be. I gave them different answers every time. A singer, a model, stewardess, ballerina (and even I can’t do ballet), psychiatrist, civil engineer, writer, etc. You name it. But blame it to our lame education who gives us a lot of subjects to learn. Less creative activity. No focus. We all have different skills but we get the same tests.

Well, I’m here not to talk about our beloved country. I want to talk a little bit about myself. Since I’ve never been in a spotlight, I try to find my true passion. All these times I blend in with other people. Hang with the less cooler people (and that’s not even the real problem). But I found my passion when I read a local fashion blog. I thought “such an amazing thing to write things that we passionate about”. And I also thought “wow fashion is interesting”. So then I began my blog at 2012. The time when I graduated from high school. From the time of being a dork. My style was also graduated. Along my college years, I’ve made improvement with my sense of fashion. I abandoned my blog for 2 years because I had a shitty internet connection. But everything changes on 2014. I started to write everything I felt at that time. I made it more like a cyber journal than a fashion blog. And I still do :p

Cardigan - Pull&Bear // Daisy Skirt - Cotton On // Shirt - Unbranded

I started to read other fashion blogs. I attended some coolest fashion event and got to meet the people behind the blogs. I’m an introvert so it’s hard for me to meet new people and be friends with them. Some of them are nice. Some just looked at me like I didn’t belong there. Some just didn’t care. But it was such an experience.

I do what I can do to make my blog more interesting. I even upgraded my instagram feeds.

Super long post, I know. You don't have to read it, you know? Anyway, I think I'm gonna change my blog name. Blog names are like prayers and my current blog name is.. Well, negative. I need some positive vibes starting with blog name. Any ideas? :)