People are always shine brighter than me. Sometimes I ask myself when is my time to shine? If I tried to shine, somebody would shine brighter. Whatever I did, it's always never enough. Never. Always drained my energy, my times. But never enough. I always want to master something that inspire people. And it took me everything. Some people just gotta be there and people just love them like that.
Sometimes I think I need to try harder bcs i'm not the figure that people want to followed. I don't have my own masses. I mean, who will be inspired by me? Who's my audience? Yeah, that kinda questions. Well, maybe i'm not the best roll model. I don't influence people. I can't inspire rookies. I don't think positively but I like to empower people. I'm the worst to be an inspiring person. Maybe that's why..
My sister said I should be nicer to people. And I did. But somehow people didn't care. They just don't care if I'm nicer or not.
White T's - H&M
Black Jacket - Thrifted