Hello, beautiful creatures!

I have so many things to talk about. Too many topics based on my observations in social media and in real life. For those who stumbled upon my imperfect blog here, welcome. On my previous post, I said that I want to change to be a better person. To be more positive and optimistic. But life always give me lemons. That's not a topic I want to share.

I met  my very best friends few days ago. We shared our thoughts about everything. Jobs, activities, politics. I'm currently unemployed and that's why I'm being active in blog platforms. My best friends encouraged me to be a full time fashion, beauty and lifestyle blogger. They know I love to write and they thought it should be my full time job. I want it too, trust me. But it's not as easy as it seems. You know, being a blogger means you need to have money first before making money. You think all of my outfits came free? No. I bought them with extra money I get from my writing job. And that's not enough.

That's what make it looks hard. Because you see, I don't have much money to buy every trending outfits or makeup. I don't have much money to eat brunch in an expensive, instagrammable cafe. I don't have much money to go for a vacation abroad or just outside the town. You might notice that I took my outfit pictures at the same place because basically I can't go anywhere I can. If only blogging is cheaper. Or if only I have more money to buy fancy clothes and makeup.

Sometimes it's hard for me to make friends because of my status. I love clothes. I love shopping. I love makeup. But whenever I tried to get into a certain groups, even with the same hobbies and likes, I can't get in. I can't because basically they have more money than I do. They buy more expensive clothes and makeup. They attend some fancy events. And here I am, with nothing but my messy bun, laptop and my writing skill.

It's not that I'm complaining with my life. It's just too hard for me to find a group with the same experience. But hey. I thank God for what I have. Maybe I just need to be more grateful and not easily envious with other people's life. Because somebody out there is dreaming to be in your position.

Meanwhile, here is my outfit. I'm currently and forever will love mom jeans. It's just right for me. I can't stand skinny jeans now because it's suffocating me. I always opt for baggier jeans and flowy pants.

My best friend slash bride-to-be, Cindy, took these pictures and thank God for her skill!

OUTFIT:

PULL&BEAR T-shirt // ZARA Jeans // KIPLING Backpack // PULL&BEAR Platform // H&M Choker // COTTON ON Belt

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See you again!

xo,

G

Well, hello!

Just updated the blog banner, how do you think? I thought about changing the name but I guess I won't because some people have already knew and familiar with the name. A friend even called me "pretty messed up" like, okay. I'm just hoping my blog name doesn't have anything to do with my life LOL.

The end of January is here, guys. Have you worked your ass off towards your goals and resolutions? Was it a good head start? Or is it a little bit late for you to start because the opportunity haven't opened yet? Either way, don't stress. Stop overthinking. Just trust your journey. Everything happens for a reason. Luck is just an alias for destiny. Trust me, because I've been there. In fact, I am there. 

I'm desperately waiting for something that hasn't come yet. I was stress. I overthought. My head was full with anxiety. But then it hits me. I realize overthinking and stressing something that I couldn't change only making me more and more stress. I'm changing to be a better person. A positive-thinker. I've been trying to eliminate negativity in my life. Although, there's something that I can't change. But overall, I'm trying to change from the overly pessimist to an optimist and positive person.

I realize everything is possible. I believe God is still with me and maybe my door hasn't opened yet. If I could change to be better, I know you guys can too. I used to thought that being depressed is cool. But not again. Being happy is cool. Be happy for yourself and for others. Don't waste a second in your life for being stressed and depressed. Find help. Talk to your family and friends. Know that everything is going to be okay. If it's a slow start for you, relax. Keep moving forward. Believe in God and trust your journey.

OUTFIT:

VINTAGE Top // TOPSHOP Midi Denim Skirt // PULL&BEAR Platform // H&M Choker

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See you again!

xo,

G

Hello, guys! How's life?

Aku baru aja bergabung dengan Sociolla Blogger Network. Komunitas Sociolla Blogger Network itu sendiri adalah komunitas yang dibuat oleh salah satu online store platform di Indonesia yaitu Sociolla.

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Hi, guys!

I have so many wishlists from so many online and offline stores. No, I'm not greedy. It's not a sin if you have your own shopping wishlists, right? Whatever your hobby is, you must have at least a shopping wishlist.

Moving on.. I told you about this online site, StyleWe. StyleWe is an online fashion shopping platform featuring independent fashion designers. They are committed to providing shoppers with original, high quality, and exclusive fashion products from independent fashion designers. They have so many gorgeous clothes that I want to make everything my shopping wishlist LOL. Without any further blabbering, these are my current wishlist from StyleWe that include floral romper and all white party dresses. I know they sound too girly and feminine to me, but I'm open to any style. Let's check these out!

Don't they look good? I mean, perfect! What are you waiting for? Go check their site for awesome clothes from their independent fashion designers!

See you again!

xo,

G

Hello!

Well, it's been awhile since I blogged the last time. I miss this.

It's almost February already and I haven't got the thing that I want the most. That I NEED the most right now. I'll keep it a mystery at least until I got it. One resolution for this year is I want to start doing not wishing. I've done everything to get this particular thing but maybe it's not enough. I'm a woman with faith so I believe God will never let me be in this situation for too long. I believe He sees my efforts and hears my prayers. So, I'll just wait for it.

Through 2016 I've become more mature. I mean for my style. I'll always be a kid inside (the perks of being a Gemini!). Is that weird, though? Do you like how my style is more mature? Or do you like the grunge more? I understand if you can't pick one because I can't too. There's always a place and time for the grunge and vice versa. So far, I'm enjoying this chic and simple style. Anyway, this outfit reminds me of Parisian style. Don't you think?

OUTFIT:

BERSHKA White Shirt // PULL&BEAR Cullotte // ZALORA Buckle Flats // LUNARCULT Moon Necklace

xo,

G