My head is very heavy. It won't stop thinking. Maybe it's because I was born a Gemini. One of the zodiac who's known as a thinker. I might think too much, though. And you might think I'm a fool. Because technically I know what's breaking my heart. Technically I know what's best for me, but I just can't let go. I'm that type of person who rather live with the bad. Maybe I'm the girl from the novel who loves blindly. The girl who won't leave her hometown because she cares too much. The girl who's afraid of change.

OUTFIT:

Unbranded Top // PULL&BEAR Cardigan and Jeans // BERSHKA Platform // DRESSLINK Wide Brimmed Hat // COTTON ON Western Belt // ASOS Fishnet Socks // H&M Fringe Bag

Anyway, please enjoy my outfit posts and read the review about Irwan Team Hairdesign PIK Avenue below. If you notice, I had a haircut. What do you think?

So, last Sunday I tried a haircut at Irwan Team PIK Avenue. I'm sorry I forgot to take pictures when I'm at the salon. But I hope the review will be satisfying for you guys. I was welcomed at the reception and she's very friendly. I forgot to ask her name. She let me sit and offered me drinks. First, a guy named Nurdi washed my hair. I tell you, he's really good at it! Ask for Nurdi if you want to wash your hair in Irwan Team PIK Avenue. It was cost Rp 39.000,00. And then a guy named Kei cut my hair. I ask for medium layered hair and he nailed it! I've never been this satisfied to my haircut since many years ago! The cut itself worth Rp 200.000,00 and my hair got blowed worth Rp 133.000,00.

Overall, it was satisfaction. It's been a long time since I went to the salon. Well, I only go to the salon to get a haircut. And Irwan Team PIK Avenue has given me the satisfaction I need.

SERVICE: ★★★★★

HAIR WASH: ★★★★☆

HAIRCUT: ★★★★★

BLOW: ★★★★☆

I recommend Irwan Team Hairdesign PIK Avenue to everyone because it's 4,8 out of 5!

See you another time, dearests!

xo,

G

Why is it life so hard yet death so easy? Why is it so hard to breath yet so easy to cut?

I have been breathing instead of living. I have been drowning instead of swimming. I have been walking in place instead of running. I have been wanting to die. I have been wanting to stop the pain. To stop breathing. To stop living.

I can't wait to get outta college. Not because the subjects are not making sense anymore, but so are the friends. Every year I passed a term, I lost at least a friend. And now only ONE person who's still my friend in college. The only person who didn't leave me and I hope never will. I just lost another best friend that I consider as sister. Maybe it's my fault or maybe she was too hard to herself and me. Anyway, she decided to stay away from me so I give her some time to forgive me.




Black Leather Jacket - Forever 21 // Crop Sweater - Bershka // Fringe Bag - H&M

And there is this girl, suddenly hates me. LOL! Maybe she's just jealous or something. She wrote bad status for me that she wished I died. LOL. What a friend. I wish you the best, girl!

Almost forgot! Merry Christmas folks!

I feel bankrupt because the end of season sale is everywhere. I shopped hard last month (and this month). Shopping is indeed better and cheaper than a psychiatrist. But still, bankrupt. These days I love to buy basics because I know it's timeless. Everytime I bought clothes that too feminine or skirt that too short, I ended up never wore them more than once. So, basics are better.

This post is not about my personal life because it's boring. Nobody wants to read my boring personal life, right? So, maybe this time I will tell you about my outfit. I love this outfit so much because it's simple, a little goth, a little grunge, a little hipster. You know I don't follow trends. I don't wear culottes when it's trend. I don't wear anything when it's on trend. I love my personal style.

I got this green cardi from H&M. Yes, it's green. I hate green but this shade is divine. The moment I saw it, I knew it will be my fave cardigan. The color is dark and mysterious, the price is make sense too. And I was right. It went well with my all black outfit. Maybe you'll see me wear this cardi a little too much.

And for the platforms, I bought it from Bershka for about 3 weeks ago. It's quiet expensive but it's worth it. But I was furious when I saw Forever 21 sell it too with way more cheaper price and it's cooler. Ugh. Whatever. It's worth it, right?





I've been obsessed with rings these few months. Stacking rings are always a good idea to bring that grunge and boho feel. I love silver rings but I've found out that gold is flattering my skin too.

Green Cardi - H&M // Ankle Platforms - Bershka // Fringe Bag - H&M // Gold Aztec Ring - Forever 21

Okay. Enough for today's post. See you next time!

Finally holiday!! Well, I probably won't go anywhere but at least I have two months off from college. So sorry for the lack of posts. Been busy for two whole weeks because of final terms. Thank God it's over! I hope I'll make good grades *fingercrossed*.

My first outfit on July. Pretty simple and of course, black. The only trademark left I have in me. Even some of my family asked me why I always wear black. To be honest, I don't have the best answer for that. Because black is basic. I see some people on instagram who always wear black and white, or they said, monochrome. I love black and white but I don't despite other colors. Those people think they're superior or something (they said it by themselves, btw). I wear black because it is me. Not because it's cool, superior, or anything. Just because it's me.
A friend once told me that I've changed. Too girly, he said. With longer hair, skirts, platforms. I'm curious, did he see me as a boy all this time? Lol.


Black crop top - New Look // Sunflower skirt - Cotton On

Sorry for being such a lazy blogger. The most hectic time of the semester is here again and I didn't have time to take outfit photos or just blogging. I spent a night at a friend's house to did our take home test which is a short movie. We shot a whole day and I just need a time to rest. But another take home tests are waiting for me and I really don't have a time to rest. Well, the final is next week so it'll be a super crazy week. Next term, I will do my field practice and I haven't got a place to do it, so wish me bunch of luck! If you're so kind, please help me to find a place where I can do my field practice. I'm open for everything that including graphic design in it. Jakarta residence only!

This is a super late outfit post. Remember the post before this? This one's the next chapter. The second outfit for a competition on Instagram. We lost, btw. I guess I just love the process and not to worry if I win or not. So, how's my outfit?

You're not gonna see me in God knows how long. Because I'm too busy with college. If you wanna help me then it's good. See ya!

Blogging is one of my hobbies. I used to write journals (or you can call it diary) and read books. I even wanted to be a writer. I guess it's my passion. Writing about fashion makes it even better. I feel tired with my major where I need to please everyone a.k.a lecturers and clients. I don't live to please everyone, I'm not Nutella. I want to do this forever. I mean, blogging and fashion. Be a writer is such a hard job. But blogging is fun. I know I could do this forever. This is a dream job. And I just thought about it.

Had a little photo shoot with my sister for a competition on Instagram. The winner will get voucher from Topshop. And I'm excited because I don't have any Topshop clothes. Well, I don't expect much. There are so much beautiful pics. We took these pics at Sentul again. It has many beautiful spots to take pictures. My mom took the photos while my dad and my little sister were waiting at the restaurant.



Moon Neklace - Lunar Cult // Sabrina Top - Cotton On // Denim Pants - Bershka



The photo shoot was fun and I'd love to do it again. Next time with my little sister too. What do you think about my outfit?

p.s: Thank you for your wishes on my birthday yesterday!

It's June 3rd already. Time flies. We're in the middle of the year and I think, what have I done these half years?

I've never had a perfect and constant answer if somebody asked me about my style. Basically, I wear anything. I don't have an actual style, but I know what I love. There's no such thing as ugly style because style is the way people express themselves.

So personally, I love grunge and bohemian. I do love goth and punk. I even dressed like one LOL. Back in the days when 90's grunge style isn't a trend like todays, I love to wear plaids and jeans. I tie my plaid shirt or jacket in my waist, and people look at me like I was tacky. But look at it now. It's a trend! And people look at me now like I'm the follower haha..

Enough, now. This is my outfit when I went to Sentul with my family. Embracing the grunge again. Even better, with my tennis skirt from LunarCult. I love the skirt so much. Unfortunately, it's too big for me. It doesn't fit in my waist but in my hips. Too bad..

So, how's my outfit? Did I embrace the grunge style?