Hey guys, what's up?
Well, no outfit photos this time. I just have the urge to write and this is totally random. You don't need to read this but, hey, I've never said I'm a fashion blogger so I guess posting random things are not crimes, right?
First of all, I miss my best friend very much. You know, the one who tragically 'broke up' with me. I miss her so bad. I saw her in campus but nothing felt the same. Whenever she laughed, I just wanted to laugh with her, or I wanted to be the reason why she laughed. Whenever she felt tired or sad, I wanted to be the one who comforts her and hear her stories. Ah, I just miss those times when we were more like sisters than strangers. How I wish everything will be okay like it used to be.
Speaking of college, I'm 2 steps away from graduation. Time flies. Two more steps and I'll say goodbye to those beautiful times in college. I feel happy but sad too. I'm surely won't miss those homeworks, tests, and assignments, but I will miss my friends. I will miss the times we had together. But life goes on and it won't wait for everyone.
Sometimes I regret the choice I made when I first applied to visual communication design major. I didn't have drawing skill and photoshop/illustrator skills as well. I was totally blind. I thought if I took this major, I could work in fashion industry somehow lol. But I guess I was wrong. Maybe when I have enough money, I will take fashion courses.
And then I started blogging. At first I thought this blog could be my portfolio to work in a fashion industry but then again, I was wrong. Too many bloggers who have the same passion as I am, and I must admit that they style and write better than me. I must stop chasing for shortcuts. All I need is skills and knowledge if I really want to get my dream job.
Right?
