Why is it life so hard yet death so easy? Why is it so hard to breath yet so easy to cut?
I have been breathing instead of living. I have been drowning instead of swimming. I have been walking in place instead of running. I have been wanting to die. I have been wanting to stop the pain. To stop breathing. To stop living.
I can't wait to get outta college. Not because the subjects are not making sense anymore, but so are the friends. Every year I passed a term, I lost at least a friend. And now only ONE person who's still my friend in college. The only person who didn't leave me and I hope never will. I just lost another best friend that I consider as sister. Maybe it's my fault or maybe she was too hard to herself and me. Anyway, she decided to stay away from me so I give her some time to forgive me.
Black Leather Jacket - Forever 21 // Crop Sweater - Bershka // Fringe Bag - H&M
Black Leather Jacket - Forever 21 // Crop Sweater - Bershka // Fringe Bag - H&M
And there is this girl, suddenly hates me. LOL! Maybe she's just jealous or something. She wrote bad status for me that she wished I died. LOL. What a friend. I wish you the best, girl!
Almost forgot! Merry Christmas folks!


































