Jeans.

One powerful word that could make me turned into the happiest girl alive. Not kidding.

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First of all, hello readers. I noticed I've lost my readers day by day because I'm such a bad blogger. There's a reason why I'm so inactive in blog and social media these past few weeks. Can you guess it?

Yes, I'm now an adult and I have an obligation to have a job like any other adults. Even if it's not the job I want and less likely to love, I still have the responsible to be an adult, which is to have a job.

You may see me like I'm the most ungrateful b*tch alive to hate her job, where on the other side, it's hard to get a job for some people. But then again, I can't lie to myself and to you about what I feel for this job.

I miss blogging. I miss taking pictures and just be crazy when it comes to styling an outfit. I'm supposed to be carefree and yet I'm being pinned down. Who I am, how I work, clothes I wear. I'm supposed to be the person who breaks the rules but all I've got now are rules. Plenty of them.

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Yes, I might be whining. Yes, you can leave now and not read the rest.

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These pictures are taken after a long time not taking outfit pictures. Look in several pictures how happy I am, because I'm able to wear jeans once again. At where I work, I'm not allowed to wear jeans. A plain white blouse or shirt with black skirt, and not allowed to wear jacket in the building. What's not to hate for a personal style blogger like me?

First time I wore jeans to work, is when I need to take online transportation and I thought I would change it to skirt in the office. I remember that time, the second I put on the jeans, I felt my life was getting better, the sun shone brighter, the weight I carried felt lighter. I'm not exaggerrating anything, that's the simple truth.

How you miss what you had until it's gone.

I understand this post is emotional for me and maybe for you too if you're willing to read this post. But please don't lose faith in me. I'm still a blogger and I will always be a blogger. Or maybe a writer someday, I don't know. Keep reading my blog and if the readers increase, I won't lose hope to myself again. Now, please enjoy my outfit pictures taken by my mom.

OUTFIT:

STRADIVARIUS Cut-out Top // ZARA Ripped Jeans // PULL&BEAR Platforms // H&M Fringe Bag and Choker //  COTTON ON Western Belt

xo,

G

Well, hello!

Just updated the blog banner, how do you think? I thought about changing the name but I guess I won't because some people have already knew and familiar with the name. A friend even called me "pretty messed up" like, okay. I'm just hoping my blog name doesn't have anything to do with my life LOL.

The end of January is here, guys. Have you worked your ass off towards your goals and resolutions? Was it a good head start? Or is it a little bit late for you to start because the opportunity haven't opened yet? Either way, don't stress. Stop overthinking. Just trust your journey. Everything happens for a reason. Luck is just an alias for destiny. Trust me, because I've been there. In fact, I am there. 

I'm desperately waiting for something that hasn't come yet. I was stress. I overthought. My head was full with anxiety. But then it hits me. I realize overthinking and stressing something that I couldn't change only making me more and more stress. I'm changing to be a better person. A positive-thinker. I've been trying to eliminate negativity in my life. Although, there's something that I can't change. But overall, I'm trying to change from the overly pessimist to an optimist and positive person.

I realize everything is possible. I believe God is still with me and maybe my door hasn't opened yet. If I could change to be better, I know you guys can too. I used to thought that being depressed is cool. But not again. Being happy is cool. Be happy for yourself and for others. Don't waste a second in your life for being stressed and depressed. Find help. Talk to your family and friends. Know that everything is going to be okay. If it's a slow start for you, relax. Keep moving forward. Believe in God and trust your journey.

OUTFIT:

VINTAGE Top // TOPSHOP Midi Denim Skirt // PULL&BEAR Platform // H&M Choker

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See you again!

xo,

G

Hey guys, how's life?

Sorry for abandoning this blog for a pretty long time. Final assignment is so hard and stressful. Not again my personal matters. I don't have much time to take outfit pictures because yeah.. too busy.

But, the reason why I didn't take outfit pictures that much again because honestly, I'm running out of clothes LOL! Instead of buying a new top, I spend my money on bras. I mean, undergarments are my thing LOLOL!

So, because it's already June, and I haven't got any presents for my birthday since.. I don't know, 2 or 3 years ago? I've been buying myself presents since forever and if you care enough to buy me gifts, here are the wishlists of my birthday presents. They are so grunge, so black, so denim, so 90s. Well, I believe nobody will get me any of these things. I'll probably end up buying them myself LOL. Curious enough? Check them out!

Oh, my. I'm gonna be honest. Ever since I saw this baby on the store, I just want bring them home! I'm in love with this platform. It's very 70s and a little bit 90s, which I love!

 I will never ever stop loving flare jeans because it's so flattering to my body and pretty much hide my big calves. I bet this jeans will match with platforms in the first picture! LOL

 I once told my bestie I will never buy cullotes or cropped trousers like this, because it will look ugly to my big calves. But guess what? Who cares! I bought one and I'm in love because it's so comfy and go well with all my outfit. And I want another one!

 Yup, another 90s, grungy platform. I want these shoes since forever but never had a chance to buy it.

 Did you notice that I don't have any black denim jacket? Well, I don't have it and I really want at least one in my wardrobe. Pretty please?

If you love me that much, you can buy me this pretty camera to take my pretty outfits and selfies LOL. I've never had a particular camera to take my outfit pictures. Always with my phone. And I know, to step up the game, I will need a proper camera to take oy outfit pictures. Pretty sure it's handy and small.

THE BODY SHOP BLACK MUSK EAUDE TOILETTE 60 ML  Rp 449.000

I love the smell of this fragrance! It's fierce and sweet at the same time.

Okay, now. That's it! It's not an entire wishlist, I still have more lists going on but okay. Nobody will get me one of these. This lists are for me. A reminder to buy things myself. It won't hurt to get me these for my birthday, though. LOL. Anyway, my birthday is on June 9th!

Bye!

xo, MG

How can you hate something that you've never tried before? Don't we need to at least try it before we tell people it sucks? Or maybe it's only me?

Well, I'm into working out these days. I love food. That's the only reason why I work out. I practice yoga from YouTube. I won't tell you it's easy because it's not. It's a torture to my not-flexible-body. But it's also a stress relieve. Some people with hard core work out will find yoga isn't helpful for them physically. I used to do karate and did boxing at home, so I know how it feels. I'm speaking based on experience.
But I tell you this: yoga helps me build my muscle. Not only my mind be more opened, my stress level is almost gone. I don't even feel depressed anymore. My waist is never been this small (even there's slightly some abs). My thighs are sculpted.




I mean, there's nothing wrong with doing something you've never done. Instead of just mocking it. You can't judge anything before trying it yourself. Yeah, probably you will try it after reading this post ;)

xo, MG

Hello guys!

It's Saturday and I'm not going anywhere. Sucks, I know. Sometimes I wish someone would ask me to go out but after all these months, none! Yes, I have a miserable and boring life but that's okay. Now, since I don't have anything to do, I searched on Google for questions tag. I found some questions interesting but I pick this one first. I will definitely make another post of this because it's really fun!

1. Are you named after anyone? I know I named after Giorgio Armani for Georgia ;)

2. When was the last time you cried? Last week maybe, I forgot.

3. Do you have kids? Not yet but I will someday after I get married!

4. If you were another person, would you be a friend of yourself? Yes!

5. Do you use sarcasm a lot? Only when I'm not sleeping.

6. Will you ever bungee-jump? No. I won't even get inside a ferris wheel.

7. What’s your favorite cereal? This is hard because any chocolate cereals are my favorite!

8. What’s the first thing you notice about people? Hair. I'm just obssesed with gorgeous hair.

10. Scary movie or happy endings? Happy endings. I'm a romantic ;)

11. Favorite smells? My boyfriend's :P

12. Summer or winter? I'd like to choose winter but Indonesia doesn't have winter.

13. Computer or television? Can I choose both?

14. What’s the furthest you’ve ever been from home? This is embarassing but Bali.. 

15. Do you have any special talents? Sarcasm.

16. Where were you born? Jakarta, Indonesia.

17. What are your hobbies? I love listening to music and singing all day, I love to write, read, Instagram-ing, blogging, watch movies and tv series, eat. 

18. Do you have any pets? I currently have 6 hamsters named Snowy, Grey, Kiki, Baileys, Ella and Puyo.

19. Favorite movie? This is cliche but Harry Potter.

20. Do you have any siblings? Yes I have 2 annoying little sisters.

21. What do you want to be when you grow up? I just want to be happy and surrounded by people who love me :)

Ah, this is so fun! So, because it's a Get To Know Me tag questions, I'm tagging everyone who reads this post and have time to do this questions tag. Trust me, it's a fun thing to do and definitely make your readers know you better. Have fun!

xo, MG

H&M Stripes Sweater // Vintage Black Skirt // ZALORA Messenger Bag // LunarCult Sun Choker // H&M Layered Necklace

Do you know a person who always have the best advice for their friends? The ones who always encourage others to be strong? The ones who always cheer you up when you're sad? Or maybe you are that person? Because I am. I love helping people and comforting them when they're sad or mad. I always be the one who look strong in any kind of situation. I never tell people when I have a breakdown. Maybe my facial expression can tell that I am mad but that's it. Whenever I get mad or sad, nobody was there to comfort me. Honestly, I need that. I need someone to cheer me up when I'm sad just like I did to them. Because I can't do this alone. Nobody can't face their problems alone without any support from their friends or family.

Just because I always give people advice doesn't mean I don't have my own problems. I just want somebody to understand whenever I look sad or mad, and they will do whatever they can to cheer me up. I always face my problems alone. And sometimes people don't understand. Instead, they make me down a little bit more. So, I can never depend on people.

Hey guys, what's up?

Well, no outfit photos this time. I just have the urge to write and this is totally random. You don't need to read this but, hey, I've never said I'm a fashion blogger so I guess posting random things are not crimes, right?

First of all, I miss my best friend very much. You know, the one who tragically 'broke up' with me. I miss her so bad. I saw her in campus but nothing felt the same. Whenever she laughed, I just wanted to laugh with her, or I wanted to be the reason why she laughed. Whenever she felt tired or sad, I wanted to be the one who comforts her and hear her stories. Ah, I just miss those times when we were more like sisters than strangers. How I wish everything will be okay like it used to be.

Speaking of college, I'm 2 steps away from graduation. Time flies. Two more steps and I'll say goodbye to those beautiful times in college. I feel happy but sad too. I'm surely won't miss those homeworks, tests, and assignments, but I will miss my friends. I will miss the times we had together. But life goes on and it won't wait for everyone.

Sometimes I regret the choice I made when I first applied to visual communication design major. I didn't have drawing skill and photoshop/illustrator skills as well. I was totally blind. I thought if I took this major, I could work in fashion industry somehow lol. But I guess I was wrong. Maybe when I have enough money, I will take fashion courses.

And then I started blogging. At first I thought this blog could be my portfolio to work in a fashion industry but then again, I was wrong. Too many bloggers who have the same passion as I am, and I must admit that they style and write better than me. I must stop chasing for shortcuts. All I need is skills and knowledge if I really want to get my dream job.

Right?

2015 is coming to an end. And here I am again, standing, with the exact situation when I started 2015. Kidding not kidding, actually. Well, this year was kinda tough for me. I started strong and fine this year, until in the middle of the month, I broke down and get very depressed. So far, 2015 was the best year for my wealth. Thanks for blogging, of course. But my relationships were kinda bad and broken. Too bad, right?

I just felt a little grunge (again) this time. I hope you all don't get bored. This is the only outfit when I can be myself. The only thing missing is.. More tattoos! Sadly, I can't get more because something (or someone) just get in the way. I once read a tattoo place with tagline: "The pain is nothing. The pride is something." And they're right! I know it's just a little crescent and barely seen, but I think my confidence has raised at least 2 or 3 level for I was then! I feel more confidence with just a little crescent. Imagine how confidence I'll be with more tattoos. The pain is really nothing.

For a million times, I don't make resolutions or goals. I'm not that ambitious. I usually go with the flow. Yes, I'm a dead fish in the river. But dead fish used to be alive, right? So did I. I hate making resolutions because I'm a negative thinker. I know I won't do such things so why bother making resolutions. Call me lazy or whatever. I am.

If I could wish one thing for 2016, I wish I have a good relationship with everyone. I don't want more enemies nor haters. I want more friends. I want to meet new people. I don't want any fights at the house either. I don't want to argue with my family anymore. I want a good relationship with my best friends and my boyfriend. No more fake friends, no drama, no haters. Is it too much to ask?

Oh, and one thing. I wish to have the motivation to start doing anything good in my life. Maybe even start making resolutions and make them happen. For my sake and my sake only. Not for others.

Happy New Year!

This one just came up and I thought I should write this.
Some people just want to be considered as superiors. I'm getting sick of that kinda people because I know many people do that. You know, when they think they're always right and we're always wrong. When they think we should do what they do, what've been told, but we can't have our own opinions. I'm sick of that. Do you know that people who talk much are because they have nothing? Smart people don't talk, they listen. Apparently, most people around me love to talk more than to listen.
The most quiet people around me are apparently (way) more smarter than they who talk too much. My mom for example. You just can't judge a book by its cover, you know? She probably wasn't born in a big city but that doesn't mean she's dumb or rude. She's (and still) the smartest. She knows fashion. She even named me after Giorgio Armani. How cool is that? And probably those who talk too much and always underestimate her don't have a clue about Giorgio Armani. My mom is like a walking wikipedia. She literally knows everything and I'm proud to have her. She's never shown her cleverness, she never brags. But that's a real winner there.





This term makes me gone wild. I feel tired even if I didn't do anything. Is it because I don't like what I do? Or just because I bored? Because I just want this to be over and do what I really love, which is blogging. It's too late to change my major so I just need to cope a few months (or a year).

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xo, Michella Georgia